Brutality & Bloodshed

Not even 24 hours left to Celtic Frost. Can't believe that I am finally going to see Celtic Frost!



For those of you out there that hasn't understood it yet I really like Celtic Frost.

Otherwise GG Allin rules my world right now. And Rupture probably would to, if they were better. As it is it's just power violence. Still, you gotta appriciate a band that names a 7" "Soap Farm" and where the cover is a picture from a concentration camp. And then they dedicate it to the SS. You really gotta like a band that becomes a nazi band just coz they wanna piss people of even more. And I really find the fact that they became a bit Oi!-influensed around that time really funny. Probably to sound even more nazi.


Got a computer. My own. First time in years. I have now experienced the wonderful world of file sharing. I am never buying an album again in my life. Well, thats not true. I'm never going to buy a bad album again. And I've already seen season 2 of Rome! Wasn't as brilliant as season 1, but hey... I'll live.

Morality & Philosophy

Took a test.
Results:

1. Kant (100%)
2. Jean-Paul Sartre (81%)
3. John Stuart Mill (78%)
4. Jeremy Bentham (74%)
5. Stoics (67%)
6. Aquinas (61%)
7. Ayn Rand (61%)
8. Spinoza (57%)
9. Prescriptivism (56%)
10. Epicureans (55%)
11. Aristotle (54%)
12. St. Augustine (50%)
13. David Hume (45%)
14. Nietzsche (45%)
15. Ockham (42%)
16. Cynics (40%)
17. Plato (40%)
18. Nel Noddings (38%)
19. Thomas Hobbes (20%)


Annoying that Ayn Rand ended up so high on the list. And that Nietzsche ended up so far down.

FUBAR

More or less the story of my life right now. Started with the cat tipping over a glass of milk over the computer. Things to follow: failed test, writing an essay I don't understand shit about, hating my new class (not all of it but substantial parts), not having any money and still they run through my hands like sand, shoes breaking, a cat who won't heal, feeling more like a social misfit every day and so forth. Not to mention that my girlfriend is extremely pissed of at me for leaving that glass of milk at the desk.

Things that have brightened my life is the fact that I am going to Belgium (home of childmolestors and the deep fried snickers) to visit a friend. That will be very nice. Another thing is the almighty GALLHAMMER (http://www.gallhammer.com). Three chicks from Japan playing Hellhammer/Amebix-y black metal. Insanely good.

Oh, and I got a new computer. It's my baby. Got it this morning. It is really beautiful. A sleek, black macbook. Got a lot of nifty special effects.

Black Metal Militia

So.

I studied for my test this friday. Slept for maybe 4-5 h before, went and did the test (hard as hell), went home and tried to sleep but I had too much caffein in my system so I couldn´t sleep. L got home, we made dinner and such and then I met up with O for some beers and shit with the rest of my class. Ended up with me getting into bed at 4 in the morning. Was supposed to be at work at 10, but overslept a bit. Woke up with a cigarette burn mark on my finger. Went to work. Worked (total hell) until 5. Got home at around 6 in the evening, crashed on the couch for a couple of hours. Woke up. Tried to eat something. Went into town to see Nice Idiot and Sanctuary In Blasphemy with a storming head ache around 9-10. Drank a beer and was a bit bored by SIB. Met up with some friend at the gig (that was nice) and went to Watains release party. Strange place and strange party. It was in the back room of Engelen, wich ment that there was a whole lot of "normal" people + a bunch of smelly metal heads , devil worshippers and neonazis. Fucked up. And the audience at the release party... It was like it was The World Championship in "Evil Shirts, Manly Tattoos and Stupid Macho Poses". And I got a bunch of evil shirts and manly tattoos (not that many macho poses, though) and I just really felt out of place. So we stayed there for maybe two hour (bought the new Watain CD. Totally brilliant, as always.) and I drank another beer. Met up with some people at the subway and talked a bit (talked with K and that is always nice. We always seem to be on the same wavelength. But that also means that we have a hard time hooking up, since we are both quite antisocial) and went to meet up with L. Then we took a cab home, went to bed. Woke up and went to work. Worked. Came home and watched "From Dusk Till Dawn" and went to bed. Was supposed to be in school at 9 am but overslept. Came at the second class att 1 pm and started the whole thing out by really getting bugged out by some of my new class "mates." One guy stared at me every chance he got. I swear, if he keeps it up I'll kick his ass. Really bugs me. And some fucking carrot top opened up a window next to us and went to sit at the other end of the room and when class was over he got all bugged 'coz I closed the window.

This is not a good period in my life. Probably not gonna pass the test. FUCK!


BUT:

You really need to check out Watains new album, "sworn to the dark". It's brilliant. It might not be too extreme musically, but the ideals behind the band... I have never known anyone so devoted to practice what the preach. It is truly amazing. The wholeness, from the live performances, to the T-shirts, to the homepage layout, to the album artwork, to the lyrics, to the music... It is so incredibly... It all works together and there is nothing there that isn't supposed to be there...

Hurra Torpedo

I got a problem. I started this blog so that I really could open myself up and write about everything. But I only write shit. Does that mean that I don't have anything to say? That there really isn't anything more about me? I'm starting to think so.

Kick Out The Jams

Bought myself a parka on sale. Wanted a black one but they didn't have my size left. Bought a green one. I'm looking like I'm into scooters (like vespas, you know?), The Jam, Madness and oxblood doc Martens. Especially with the glasses I have. But it looks OK I guess. It's warm. It's not that cold right now (it's snowing and stuff, but it's just barely below zero celsius), but it's nice anyway. Plus it might well get a bit colder. Winter's not over yet.

The studying bit is going alright, I think.

I fucking hate people born in the forties. Fucking hate them. You know why. Self glorifying, self righteous, arrogant, self centered bastards, the whole lot.

Gotta read a bit now.

Black Metal Militia

I've spent so much money on so much shit right now. It's almost unbearable. Well, it´s all good, but still... Mostly clothes, actually. T-shirts, to be exact. I don't need T-shirts. Don't really understand why I can't keep my wallet closed.





These are just the latest. Got a La Coka Nostra-Hoodie and a Israeli Defense Forces-T on the way to. But hey, the look good. Just one of the is my size, though. Good thing I can get to a sewing machine quite quickly.

Gotta read 200 pages of genus for tomorrow. Shit. I'm so out of shape when it comes to these things. I was on a roll last semester, but now.

Eddie Izzard's on now. No more time for this.