So.
I studied for my test this friday. Slept for maybe 4-5 h before, went and did the test (hard as hell), went home and tried to sleep but I had too much caffein in my system so I couldn´t sleep. L got home, we made dinner and such and then I met up with O for some beers and shit with the rest of my class. Ended up with me getting into bed at 4 in the morning. Was supposed to be at work at 10, but overslept a bit. Woke up with a cigarette burn mark on my finger. Went to work. Worked (total hell) until 5. Got home at around 6 in the evening, crashed on the couch for a couple of hours. Woke up. Tried to eat something. Went into town to see Nice Idiot and Sanctuary In Blasphemy with a storming head ache around 9-10. Drank a beer and was a bit bored by SIB. Met up with some friend at the gig (that was nice) and went to Watains release party. Strange place and strange party. It was in the back room of Engelen, wich ment that there was a whole lot of "normal" people + a bunch of smelly metal heads , devil worshippers and neonazis. Fucked up. And the audience at the release party... It was like it was The World Championship in "Evil Shirts, Manly Tattoos and Stupid Macho Poses". And I got a bunch of evil shirts and manly tattoos (not that many macho poses, though) and I just really felt out of place. So we stayed there for maybe two hour (bought the new Watain CD. Totally brilliant, as always.) and I drank another beer. Met up with some people at the subway and talked a bit (talked with K and that is always nice. We always seem to be on the same wavelength. But that also means that we have a hard time hooking up, since we are both quite antisocial) and went to meet up with L. Then we took a cab home, went to bed. Woke up and went to work. Worked. Came home and watched "From Dusk Till Dawn" and went to bed. Was supposed to be in school at 9 am but overslept. Came at the second class att 1 pm and started the whole thing out by really getting bugged out by some of my new class "mates." One guy stared at me every chance he got. I swear, if he keeps it up I'll kick his ass. Really bugs me. And some fucking carrot top opened up a window next to us and went to sit at the other end of the room and when class was over he got all bugged 'coz I closed the window.
This is not a good period in my life. Probably not gonna pass the test. FUCK!
BUT:
You really need to check out Watains new album, "sworn to the dark". It's brilliant. It might not be too extreme musically, but the ideals behind the band... I have never known anyone so devoted to practice what the preach. It is truly amazing. The wholeness, from the live performances, to the T-shirts, to the homepage layout, to the album artwork, to the lyrics, to the music... It is so incredibly... It all works together and there is nothing there that isn't supposed to be there...
