Monday, April 30, 2007

Vae Victis

Swedish speaking readers should check out this: http://vedebesegrade.blogspot.com/2006/02/vi-historiefrfalskare-behandlas-olika.html About revisionism and holocaust "denial" and why it is totally silly to ban it.

Otherwise: Akitsa and Thesyre rules my world. Totally brilliant canadian black metal. Canada, eh? Feels strange, but I guess it's just about as strange as black metal coming from sweden. However, check it out. Thesyre is really good, but I must say that Akitsa is almost magical. Check out "magie et veritas" on their myspace. The drums are incredibly simplistic, but really good (sort of. I like it.).

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Silencer

Don't really know how much longer this is going to hold. Just feels like something is overdue. You know, I should have gotten a real serious beating by know, behaving like I do when I'm drunk. Seriously, I'm no fun. At least not in public, coz I HATE people. It's a love/hate thing and it expands to a LOVE/HATE thing when I'm drunk. I wanna talk to people, but I loathe them at the same time. Start being mean and shit. Feel so bad afterwards.

Anyways, I had a great time at Linnéas the other day. I was drunk. And nice. Lots of fun people. People like me. Just think I was naughty maybe once or twice, but that was funny. For real. L was there to. Was nice. Spending time with friends and both having a nice time.

My studies are going to shit right now. Just to lazy and unfocused.

New music:http://www.diagnoselebensgefahr.com/
Check it out. Seriously demented.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Metal, Madness & Beyond

GodDAMN!

I'm really metal right now. :) Ok, I've had long hair for like 7 years or something, and I always wear band-shirts (usually metal bands) but I recently discovered my old leather jacket with a big POSSESSED-logo on the back. So It's leather jacket, bullet belt, bathory shirt, tight jeans, chucks and Mercyful Fate in the iPod 24/7 right now. In a strange way it feels like I'm home. Kind of strange, because I usually detest people that look too much like what they are. You know what I mean.

Other than that... Was at my familys place over the easter. Kind of sucked. Nice to spend time with my brother & sister, but I feel kind of out of place with my parents. Like we are on different islands or something. Makes me feel really different. I have always felt different, always been different, but I don't like to feel like that with my family, you know?

Plus me and my aunt followed traditions and got in to a religious fight. She can believe in all that new age hocus pocus all she wants (lord knows I have a couple of spiritual views that ain't exactely "normal"), but when she starts talking about "cellular memory", "energys", "kundalini powers" and stuff that ALL has something to to with the physical world and our physical body... You are starting to get in to the realms of physics and science and then you gotta be prepared to prove what you are talking about. You know what I mean? IF cells have a memory then you should be able to find that memory (or at least the function of that memory), shouldn't you? But you can't. The reason that new age fucks are using scientific terminology is for the same reason that people advocating "intelligent design" are trying to use it.

I, on the other hand would say that the mixture of science and religion is only to the detriment (spelling?) of faith. It destroys faith, it destroys the basis of religion. If God is proven, where is the free choice? I would argue that God is an evil fuck, and if his existence is proven I'll hate him even more (I'm a maltheist, you could say.), but that is another issue. I would also argue that to explain the divine in terms of science or in physical terms is to limit our understanding of the divine. We're dumbing it down.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Brutality & Bloodshed

Not even 24 hours left to Celtic Frost. Can't believe that I am finally going to see Celtic Frost!



For those of you out there that hasn't understood it yet I really like Celtic Frost.

Otherwise GG Allin rules my world right now. And Rupture probably would to, if they were better. As it is it's just power violence. Still, you gotta appriciate a band that names a 7" "Soap Farm" and where the cover is a picture from a concentration camp. And then they dedicate it to the SS. You really gotta like a band that becomes a nazi band just coz they wanna piss people of even more. And I really find the fact that they became a bit Oi!-influensed around that time really funny. Probably to sound even more nazi.


Got a computer. My own. First time in years. I have now experienced the wonderful world of file sharing. I am never buying an album again in my life. Well, thats not true. I'm never going to buy a bad album again. And I've already seen season 2 of Rome! Wasn't as brilliant as season 1, but hey... I'll live.