You gotta represent, ya know?
God I make myself nauseous sometimes. I just got such a problem just being at certain places... If I don't feel welcome I just want to run away and cry. It can be stores, it can be clubs, it can be parties or any kind of place or thing. And the step after that is being with people who don't get me (and there's a lot of them. I can only think of 3 or 4 people, and none of them really knows all of me.). The only way to beat that feeling is either knowing that you are welcome (and that's easy at a concert. You just have to know about music, and KNOW that you know.) or you go in with a sense and attitude of ''fuck off! You mean nothing to me because I am better than you.'' Or you sit in the corner, skulking. Feeling that you are at best tolerated.
This is no way to live. Why are people first and foremost a threat to me?
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