I can't sleep properly. If I go to bed and I am not totally exhausted I wont fall to sleep. At least not at night, when I am supposed to sleep.
Thoughts. Pop up all the time. Quite a lot of violent thoughts. I hate bullies. Worst thing in the world. And these thoughts make it even harder to fall asleep. And then I think about other things to, of course. The don't help out that much either. Even when they are not worries of sime kind, or just worries of a general kind (the weight of the world etc.), the fuck me up. Totally worthless.
I hope tonight works out better. Forced myself to get up a bit earlier. Feeling really bad right now. Tired. The body hearts. My neck feel like it's made of broken twigs stapeled together. Still, though... Have to finish this question before I go to sleep. Should work out alright. Just basically got to find quotations to back up what I'm saying.
The Grey Wolves are really amazing right now. Noise, but not so extreme that it hurts. Noise, but not stale and boring. And they got an agenda. An agenda that I really can empathize with. You know the score.
God, if I just had a different economic situation I would contact them right away and ask if I could do some merchandise for them. Just a really limited run. It would be so brilliant.
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