Black Winter Day

Now, this song is about Vinnie Paz and his life. I love it. Have loved it since the album came out. Always made me cry (not something that hip hop is good at). And the lines below really jumped in to my head. The song in itself have very little to do with me, but the sentiment in it feels very close to me. And always has (yes, I know it was released a year ago).

The "video" is total shit. But hey. It's there at least.

"And the truth is that I'd rather be alone now
I'd rather not have to deal with the day"

"I don't wanna be a burden to y'all
I just wanna know exactly what my purpose is for
I feel like nothin' I do is ever right
And that I'm actin' a fool another night"


Other news: I fucked up at work yesterday + forgot my mobile at work and that fucked things up even more. Plus the phonelessness lead to me being a bit on the tardy side for work today. NOT appreciated. I seem to fuck up once every month. Fuck.