Sunday, December 2, 2007

I feel a great sadness

because I might be alone soon. It makes me very sad. Everything else comes second. And I am not really good at cheering myself up when I am alone. Fortunately I think I managed to bury the monster that showed up some nights ago (ie jealousy), so it is not that that bothers me. That is just like a little itch. It annoys me a bit at times, but it is something I will live with.

I am just sad. Because I don't know how this will end.

And I can't concentrate at all right now.


God, I am pathetic. I am actually listening to Sheryl Crow right now.

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