Blind

I feel so fucking nervous right now. It's like ants under my skin. Itches itches itches. And crippling fear. I am constantly on the verge of throwing up. Or breaking down.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to do it either.

It was nice meeting up with Suzie Q yesterday. Got a bit too drunk maybe. But I got alot of my chest. And I think she did to. I have always doubted if I really have real friends, but I am starting to suspect that I actually really do have them.