Momentum

I'm in some sort of pause right now. Or however you want to describe it. I'm trying not to think. I'm trying not to feel. And it actually feels like I don't have to feel anything right now. It feels like I have more or less ploughed through all the shit I can plough through. At least for this time. Going back to dissect them even further would not be constructive. I know what I need to know. Some things still piss me off, some things still make me sad. But that's just the way it is right now. They are in the back of my mind, and I have the answers and the knowledge I need to not let them take a dominating part of my life. Of my existance. Which is nice.

I know what there is to know, I think.