Relentless

This aint the way it's supposed to be
There's a dark cloud following me
Im disillusioned and I'm down on the world again
There's movies going on in my head and all I can see is the color red
I'm relentless and I'm down on the world again

Give me tomorrows broken dreams now
I'm feeling like a loaded gun!

There's a world of guilt written on my face
And I feel ashamed for the human race
I've been forsaken and I'm down on the world again

I feel so alone in this crowd
My thoughts of despair are getting loud
I'm disrespected and I'm down on the world again
Love and tolerance have abandoned me
And I feel the gloom hovering over me
I'm resentful and I'm down on the world again

Give me tomorrows broken dreams now
I'm feeling like a loaded gun!
Give me tomorrows holy schemes now
So hopless when there's no place left to run

-Social Distortion, Down On The World Again

Righ now I feel like every choice I have ever made has been a mistake. Has been the wrong choice. The wrong decision. And what's worse is that I feel like I haven't made that many choices at all.

I hate everything right now. Myself most of all. I don't know how you fight this.