Running

I'm a bit pissed of. At myself. That just about sums it all up. Just... Angry. Angry at myself, at my cowardice, at my blindness, at my inability to relate. Pissed of.

And I am a quite sad at the lack of honour in the world. People just seem to do things our of more or less selfish reasons. On the other hand, when I act "honorable" I often do it because I would be too ashamed of myself otherwise. And that is egotistic too...

You just don't get away, do you?