YüGung

I'm just so sad. And it doesn't seem to go away. Just transform, mutate into a different shape and then come back and show it's face and then I know what it is and that it is the exact same thing that it once was. And it makes me kind of self absorbed. Egocentric. I don't mean to be. I'm trying not to be.

This will be one of the days when I can sit with my iPod and just cry, masochistically listen to music that I know will tear my heart up. Just to get it out.