Right now I miss him to death. But I don't know... Earlier today I tried to cuddle with him but he just walked away and laid down next to his sister and tucked his head in into her belly and it just broke my heart a bit. But I caught up with him later and then he seemed pleased to see me. I guess and hope he was just pissed of at me.
I don't know. I feel like I'm writing the wrong things here. I don't know I don't know I don't know... It's so hard to let it burn. It's so hard to see this situation and just let it be. Just let whatever amount of control you could have or could be given go out the window. It's hard to be happy for someone else right now, although in reality I am.
Maybe I'm just selfish.
God, I'm bored. No, I am not bored, but I have a need to be distracted and for about 4 hours I'm going to have to fix that all by my self.
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