Today is a shitty day. My body is aching. SO is my soul and heart. It is one of those days.
I'm worried. I got a lot of friends, grown up friends who haven't yet got what I wasted, or who lost it. I'm just so worried that I'll end up like that. I'm worried that the whole practial side of this is going to fuck up. I got no more energy or lust than I did this fall or last spring or this summer. I'm just out of options, now.
And I'm worried about the people close to me.
As strange as it may seem, I don't know if I've chosen my friends or if they have chosen me. I don't know if I've ever really fought and worked for someone to become my friend or if they just sort of fell into my lap. Or maybe I'm just so charming that the people I like instantly likes me too? ;)
I can't wait for this day to be over. And I have to get in touch with the university too. And my parents.
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