...it is good to be home (or whatever you wanna call it.). It just feels like I got a lot on my conscience, and every day I feel like I'm adding something new.
I feel like so much of the world is closed to me. I can go in to a store or restaurant or whatever and just feel ''I'm not wanted, I won't get it and I will never get it no matter how much I try and how much I want it.''
It's hard, viewing the world that way. Or rather, feeling that the world views you that way.
There's something very meditative about shining shoes.
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