Regression

I can feel myself turning back to my old self. I can feel myself no longer being able to speak about what I feel. Not knowing how. Not knowing what I feel. My pains are not growin noticably smaller. They are just so much blurrier. I'm scared. Scared that I once more will turn into something that just shrugs it's shoulders because it don't know what else to do.

Break me down and build something new.