Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Ein Halber Mensch

I've been staring at this screen for an hour now. But nothing. Nothing to write. Nothing new. Nothing that I need to explain to myself. Nothing.

God. Everytime I'm starting to look at job applications or looking for somewhere to live it feels hopeless. There's no room for me in this world. There's no place for me.

I feel so apart from the world. In between. Too unmanly for my subcultures, too macho for something else.

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