nightmare

I feel like I'm waking up from a bad dream to a worse reality. I've done so much shit. Really low things. Deceitful things. And I have had them done to me. I am exhausted and devastated and totally... I feel like everything inside me has been ripped out and then forced back in this little sack of skin that is me.

The glory of my life is gone. Everything feels empty. Nothing means anything (the good thing about feeling like this is that I tend to spend very little money.).

On a side note plan B totally imploded. Fuck.