Ethos

During the last few years I have developed a personal philosophy and ethics that in many ways is very harsh and unforgiving. I now doubt that I was emotionally ready for it. I wonder to what extent it is responsible for my behaviour during the last year. I believe it to have played a large part (I'm not trying to blame this philosophy. The philosophy came from me and thus, is me. It has been my mistakes, my actions, my responsibility. The philosophy has just been some sort of concretization of me and who I want to be.).