I'm so afraid I'll destroy the little thing we have left.

It feels like it's the first time I'm alone. On my own. I'm afraid. What if I turn into someone I don't like? What if I turn into someone horrible? Someone who destroys the little thing. I have come to realize that I don't know myself.

It feels hopeless. And on top of it all, the inflation is rising and there's a recession coming. It feels like the nineties all over again. GREAT!