So, friends and foes... I have decided to upgrade my wardrobe a bit. Not exactely, precisely this moment, but sometime in the near future. So, should I buy this tie:

or this tie:

Or something completely different?


Other news: Slept well. Woke up early. Didn't feel that bad during the morning (that's new).

I am at work now and got some kind of reaction saying that I should want to go home. And then I think about it and realize that I don't. I don't care. It was always a relief to come home before. To come home to some company and cats and warmth. To be totally exhausted in every way possible and just sit down and just... Be. Or at least that is what it felt like.

But now... I come 'home' and there's nothing. Nothing I can't do here. Or anywhere else. Just kill time and wait for the day to end.

I feel like a fraud. Everything I do feels like a fake. I'm slowly putting my armor back on (botht physically and mentally) and I don't really like it. But at least I know why I have it.