I'm starting to hear things. I hear a sound and it stays in my head for minutes and it creates new sounds and little melodies. It creeps me out.

Anyways, as you might or might not now, I'm on the prowl for a spring/summer jacket that is not made of denim and covered in patches. But all the ones I try are either too expensive ad of questionable quality or just wrong. I'm a skinny bitch and I like skinny clothes. Hard combination. But I might have found something on eBay. Give me your advice:

And maybe this one for winter use?

Anyways, more info about this stuff here.

If you got any other tips, let me know.

So. There you go. We'll see how this day ends. I'm not getting my hopes up. It's too weird and I am a bit too pissed of, fucked up and uncaring right now. And on the same time I'm not. But that is about other things, other people. There seem to be people that remain important to me even if I at times wished they'd stop. Hmmm...

I don't know. I don't know anything. I just can't get rid of this feeling of panic. Panic, waste and pointlesness. Well well, I guess I just have to push on through.

And I got a strange fascination for this shirt/sweater:I like it, I think. But I couldn't for the sake of my own life come to think of even one time I would wear a sweater like that. Unfortunately.

Well, there you go. At least now you know what to get me for my birthday or something. And yes, size Medium seems to work. Does that mean that I am getting fat?