Thursday, April 17, 2008

It's not all bad

No, it's not. If it was all bad I would do nothing but write here. The evening has been good. Good sushi, good jokes, good people.

Yesterday was pretty OK, too. Nice to hang out wtih J and S at Black Hole. Just nice. I appreciate that. I appreciate them.

I'm just getting tired of being in this void, you know? It's getting boring. Annoying. And yet, I don't seem to be able to let it go. I miss contact. I miss sleeping in a bed with someone else. I miss being touched. I miss the cats. I'm a fucking fool.

But there are always things you miss. There are always things you lose.

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